I feel so very far from myself these days… Split… Sad… And so hurt that I’ve become a mess… How did I get lost again… I wish I could blame this on pms… *le sigh* but I can’t. I just finished my cycle. Smh I’ve lost my healthy consistent habits and now consciously fall victim to searching for comforts… For metaphoric bandages to a wound I can’t seem to heal. Every time it does begin to heal, I scrape off the scab, in true masochistic form. I don’t recognize myself… What I’ve become… And that hurts profoundly, because I’ve always been clear about the type of woman I am and how I’ve intended to carry myself. I send out a call to the Universe to cover me in a healing energetic salve and to help me be brave and strong. I ask the universe for the love and courage to overcome all these obstacles I have created for myself. And most of all for the wisdom to see why and to finally learn whatever lessons are necessary so I can truly evolve/ grow. I am grateful for these trials and difficulties for they help to mold me… I just pray for the strength and awareness to practice better methods and not allow myself to float away even farther from Love. I want to be molded closer to love and not harder and colder. #coverme #deargod #iknowyourelistening #pleaseandthankyou #raw #honest #moments

I feel so very far from myself these days… Split… Sad… And so hurt that I’ve become a mess… How did I get lost again… I wish I could blame this on pms… *le sigh* but I can’t. I just finished my cycle. Smh I’ve lost my healthy consistent habits and now consciously fall victim to searching for comforts… For metaphoric bandages to a wound I can’t seem to heal. Every time it does begin to heal, I scrape off the scab, in true masochistic form. I don’t recognize myself… What I’ve become… And that hurts profoundly, because I’ve always been clear about the type of woman I am and how I’ve intended to carry myself. I send out a call to the Universe to cover me in a healing energetic salve and to help me be brave and strong. I ask the universe for the love and courage to overcome all these obstacles I have created for myself. And most of all for the wisdom to see why and to finally learn whatever lessons are necessary so I can truly evolve/ grow. I am grateful for these trials and difficulties for they help to mold me… I just pray for the strength and awareness to practice better methods and not allow myself to float away even farther from Love. I want to be molded closer to love and not harder and colder. #coverme #deargod #iknowyourelistening #pleaseandthankyou #raw #honest #moments

Inaru: Spirit of a Wombman

Inaru: Spirit of a Wombman

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